Birds.

I'm falling now.I'm falling and I'm afraid I'm never going to land.But at the same time I don't want to land.I want to keep falling in the darkness because my mind is set on fear and not on you.I rather fall into a deep horror than land and have to think of the one I once loved.But it's your fault I'm falling in the first place.Your the one who paralyzed me with your words.'I met someone else'.And you sent me falling into the dark,numb shadows.Unable to speak.Unable to hear.Unable to move.But my thoughts are racing.Emotions rush through me like a fierce flame.Anger.Sadness.Betrayal.Confusion.How could you do this to me?And then I landed.And all I felt was pain.A thought went through my head,an odd thought.I wish I could be a bird.They can fly away when ever they want and don't have to listen to anyone.They don't have to worry about getting their heart broken.They're free.And I envy that freedom.And I hate you for what you did to me.You cast me into the shadows and took my freedom.Oh...I wish I were a bird.